RADICAL UNDOING SERIES: Prelude
A Practical Framework for Becoming Real
Radical Undoing is not about becoming a better person.
It is not about coping. Not about healing. Not about fixing trauma so you can function a little more efficiently in a broken system.
This is about undoing the false self.
The one you built to survive.
The one made of tension, masks, and rehearsed emotion.
The one that smiles when it wants to scream.
The one that obeys and apologizes before it even knows what it wants.
You were trained into this.
Through repetition. Through punishment. Through watching how the world responds to your rawness—and learning how to bury it.
Radical Undoing is the process of reversing that burial.
Not symbolically. Not philosophically.
Literally. Through the body.
WHAT YOU ARE
Everything you think of as “you” is a response to pressure.
The way you sit.
The way you breathe.
The way you speak.
The way you move through rooms.
All of it is the echo of early training. The conditioning that shaped you into something acceptable, safe, employable, manageable.
But beneath that—beneath the personality and preferences and performance—is something else. Something raw. Wild. Unfiltered. Responsive. Real.
Radical Undoing gives you access to that.
WHAT THIS SERIES IS
This is a month-by-month breakdown of the work.
Each essay will take you into a specific region of the body and show you what is buried there:
Not just muscles.
Not just trauma.
But memory. Pattern. Belief. Survival strategy.
Because the body doesn’t just store tension.
It stores the entire strategy you built to get through childhood and into adulthood without breaking down.
Undoing that strategy isn’t simple.
It involves twitching, yawning, trembling, sobbing, breathing differently.
It looks stupid. It feels messy.
And that’s the point.
This work bypasses language and goes to the core of conditioning.
You don’t understand your way out of this.
You breathe your way out.
You move your way out.
You shudder your way out.
Each region we explore will come with:
A philosophical breakdown of what’s held there
A practical guide to what it means in daily life
Instructions for Undoing
Notes on what to expect when the body starts letting go
Magical applications
You will not be the same after each one.
This is not a technique. It is a reset.
WHAT YOU WILL FACE
Undoing the self you’ve become means touching the parts you’ve avoided for years. That includes:
The shame in your face.
The repression in your jaw.
The obedience in your chest.
The panic in your gut.
The humiliation in your pelvis.
The control in your sphincter.
The resignation in your legs.
Every contraction tells a story.
And Radical Undoing doesn’t ask you to retell it.
It asks you to undo it—through breath, through sensation, through awareness and release.
This isn’t psychotherapy. It’s not mindset work.
It’s not journaling your trauma and calling it healing.
This is Undoing.
It is performing Malefica on yourself.
The full, physical dismantling of who you are not.
So that something else—something uncoached, unsupervised, and unapologetic—can take root.
THE STRUCTURE
Here’s the breakdown of what’s coming:
Face & Eyes
Social fear. Approval addiction. Smiling through pain. The lie of politeness. The need to be seen and the fear of it.
Mouth, Jaw & Throat
Silenced truth. Held-back rage. Passive communication. The loss of voice. The collapse of will.
Shoulders & Chest
The weight of responsibility. Obedience. Collapsed posture. Hidden grief. Anxiety loops. Cut-off breath.
Diaphragm & Gut
The survival reflex. Shame. Panic. Over-control. Gut-level intuition and its suppression.
Pelvis & Genitals
Repressed desire. Frozen sexuality. Power and vulnerability. Disconnection from drive. Hidden aggression.
Anus & Control Systems
Moral rigidity. Clenching. Perfectionism. The need to “hold it all together.” The final gate.
Legs & Feet
Flight reflex. Frozen will. Fear of moving forward. Unlived power. Loss of ground.
THE PROMISE
Radical Undoing will not fix you.
Because you’re not broken.
You’re buried.
This process will unearth what’s underneath the act.
Not the polished self. Not the coached self.
But the true self.
The one who twitches, breathes, growls, and acts from clarity.
The one who no longer obeys by default.
The one who can sit with rage without collapsing.
The one who has no need to explain, justify, or perform.
That self is not found. It is built.
And this is how we begin.
Let’s get to work.
HOW TO CONTINUE
This introduction is free.
The rest of the Radical Undoing series—each month’s deep dive into a specific body region—will be available for paid subscribers only.
Each piece includes philosophy, somatic instructions, magical applications, aftercare, and a deeper layer of the work.
It will link into the Tantra without Tears series I am also preparing, as the two pieces of work intertwine.
We are discovering the Beast in this work,
Uncovering the primal instinct itself.
Where Personal Power resides.
If this called to you—subscribe below and join us inside.
We will begin with an overview of what’s in store,
Which will be available in the next few days.
